Two people who helped save my life killed themselves
Leaving questions floating that will never be answered
Why did you have to decide for all the others?
I'm one of them that today still suffers
I don't know if I understand or if I'm frustrated
One thing for sure now it's all over
No more sharing history in the future
Everything is part of the past
No one will get to know ya
Like I knew you
What a shame
An odour I can't stand
Now It's always time to fold up
When we should be reminding ourselves
About the so good days of old
When everything was so cool
Say something when you're suicidal
You destroy so much when you decide to go through
The pain remains long after you're gone
Breaking all the hearts you touched all along
Say something when you're suicidal
You destroy so much when you decide to go through
The pain remains long after you're gone
Breaking all the hearts you touched all along
It looks like depression does its job
Taking away loved ones like a fraud
Everything you gained gets lost real fast
The safety you felt at some point gets smashed
You wanting to free people all around
Happens to be a brick wall and the sound is horrible
I thought you were unbreakable
Your laughters in my memory are despicable
Unexplainable reaction from your part
I hope you’re better now where you are
Cause here it’s nothing like before your start
Life is always cold october to march
Say something when you're suicidal
You destroy so much when you decide to go through
The pain remains long after you're gone
Breaking all the hearts you touched all along
Say something when you're suicidal
You destroy so much when you decide to go through
The pain remains long after you're gone
Breaking all the hearts you touched all along
credits
from The Kid Was Already Insane (2017),
track released September 8, 2017
Produced, recorded, mixed and mastered by Frankofun
Written and preformed by P
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