Have you ever lived not wanting to go home
So desperate you found peace only by being alone
Can’t explain what you go through
And can’t stand the phone
Dreaming of changing everything
Get lost getting stoned
Or always drunk
Stuck with a hysterical bitch
Over reacting to every situation again
She’s pitching
Pots, plates and utensils
You ain’t rich but you should be allowed to do what you want and just go
But you can’t cause you’re fucked
Huge debts out of luck
Huge tits time to nut
Every reason you want
There’s no way you can move
Do your time in the joint
Pretty much like the news
Every one disappoints
Toxic relationship
Off beat
No you can’t get
Any worse than that
You got caught by the cunt
Never tell yourself she’s young and she will grow up
If she’s crazy at one point
Take your legs and just run
If you stay when it’s hot you’ll live in HELL
If you live by the cunt you’ll be living HELL
Staying cause you don’t wanna hurt HELL
Get the fuck out to avoid HELL
If you stay when it’s hot you’ll live in HELL
If you live by the cunt you’ll be living HELL
Staying cause you don’t wanna hurt HELL
Get the fuck out to avoid HELL
Take the knife in the dishwasher never the drawer
If you don’t you’ll get to know how much she really meant to bother
Dirty socks in the laundry and never on the floor
Even though the bathroom counter is full of her powder
What the fuck you think you’re doing here
Bring the money fuck your beer
That ugly belly needs to melt down on that treadmill my dear
Not hockey again you’re always watching them
No music for you tonight I invited over some of my friends
Set up the table now and say hello to Christina
Can you go to grocery store something’s really missing now
You so don’t wanna spark the thing
That’s gonna make her go wild again
You simply shut the fuck up and pretty much by accident
You can’t stand her face but act like nothing’s really happening
You know it will all soon end but just have no clue when
Members of her family tell you nothing really makes sense
It’s gonna explode for a minute but it’s time for you to change
If you stay when it’s hot you’ll live in HELL
If you live by the cunt you’ll be living HELL
Staying cause you don’t wanna hurt HELL
Get the fuck out to avoid HELL
If you stay when it’s hot you’ll live in HELL
If you live by the cunt you’ll be living HELL
Staying cause you don’t wanna hurt HELL
Get the fuck out to avoid HELL
credits
from The Kid Was Already Insane (2017),
track released August 17, 2017
Produced, mixed and mastered by Ldomprodz
Written and performed by P
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